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Thursday, July 19, 2007
Its 3.03 right now. Woke up at 2plus and went downstair to buy some food to eat. And just finish eating. In the morning, it was raining heavily and daddy was caught in the rain. He gave me a call and i went down to fetch him with an umbrella. Came back home and came online awhile before i went back to bed. Oh yes, SeaCare called me just now i'll be starting work tomorrow. From 845am till 5pm& sat till 1pm (: Currently, I was looking through my past months entries, and i realise that my life is revolving around Goh Zhirong. 渐渐他成为我BLOG里 被别人阅览着的心情. Its always about him. Haha. There are times of joy, times of sorrow, times of hatred, times of missing him when he's back in tekong. I would never imagine i can go through this much with someone. Be it he treat me like shit and even timer me 2 times :x He's the first bf whom i give in more than what i can ever imagine. You gotta believe there's power in love (: Though he may not be the perfect bf that im looking for, but love is something that can't be explain. Its the closest things to magic. How many times i say i want to give up on this useless relationship and how many times i still cling on to it and say i would give him one last chance. And i knew this last chance would never be the last one. Just because i love him too much and i refuse to let him go. I always wonder if he comes back to me out of love or is it out of pityness. But well, i know i am selfish. Or you can say i just want to be fair to myself. I can't see myself giving in so much yet i gets nothing back in return. *This is a stupid thinking.* I would like to own him till this day i found that i don love him anymore. But i think this day very hard to come. Lol. I am trying very hard to love and not to love. Its complicated right? HAHA! Okay la, i won't complicate things nomore. I need to prepare myself to his house now =D I am looking forward to 21th of JULY. ONE YEAR ALREADY LEH! LOL. - The only reason that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. |
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